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YES BOB!!!!!

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 28, 2009, 6:23 PM
i return






again




but anyway, i have a phone so if everyone can send me there numbers that would be great, i'm going to try and earn money now :)


i have a pay as you go phone so i have no minutes left (yay) but its a phone nontheless.

i have two new drawings for you to drool over (cocky bitch), and i'm working on a new story...again lol.

i'm feeling a little lost guy wise, so i'm actually hoping i can find a girl this time because guys are just trouble with a capital "D" if you know what i mean. my sister is pregnant now, we're hoping for a girl this time. bad thing is i new about it before anyone else. i had a dream she was pregnant and i had to actually wake up and check if she had a belly. but anyway, i'm still in school, but graduation is in march so be there or be dead.......jk.

the good thing about my school is i don't feel so ugly anymore lol though many of you will do the friend thing and shout and protest i'm not ugly. which i will now agree with lol.


god massaging people is hard...but.........if anyone wants to get down and feel un-stressed i know these modalities:
shiatsu
sports massage
swedish massage
acupressure
hydrotherapy
structural
cranial sacral therapy

so i will do any of these for "free"(call me for details)
if you're down and live in the phoenix metro area contact me through personal messages and you will get my number and details







fuck i'm bored. and need love..........





oh i heard the best you're mom thing ever

"guy1:oh you're her ex? tell me some embarrassing stories!


Guy 2: you're MOM's an embarassing story!!"






ah, classic.


i just realized i type like a guy.....dam oh well lol




















fuck beans lol



later guys :)


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  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: madness/alanis morissette
  • Reading: america gods
  • Watching: bruno
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: sammiches
  • Drinking: tea and water
Skin by =KonekoD

looney bins and massaging old people

Sun Aug 9, 2009, 5:42 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: you found me/ the fray
  • Reading: paint it black
  • Watching: the proposal
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: sammiches
  • Drinking: tea and water
ok, so i feel horrid that i keep saying i will give you more drawings and not a dam thing else has come up :/ forgive me profusely.

but besides that, my life has been shitty yet good.

I quit all the side jobs and crap and went to school full time to massage people. i like holistic healing :)

its extremely hard though because i go to a school near metro center (and for those of you who don't live in phoenix, az, metro center is out in bumfuck pennsylvania compared to where i live) so i leave home at six and don't get home until eight thirty at night. not so fun but its worth it.

my sister has had some problems in her life, so she did a stupid thing but she's getting help now which i am happy for.

she knows her boyfriend is a fucking douche now and i hope he reads this so he knows just how much of a douche were speaking here.

But i digress.

i'm no longer friends with a cetain bitch, but i'm happy that i finally said what was on my mind and earned my stripes :)

i know everyone has been giving me their numbers and i'm working on it T^T

I miss everyone, but I just don't have a phone right now, i'm sorry.

I love everyone and i miss you all like hell.

Wish me luck!!!

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new bebe

Tue May 12, 2009, 6:33 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: black happiness/t
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: batman
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: tacos
  • Drinking: kool-aid
so after god knows how long, i've finally got things back on track.


my creative flow has returned, i'm happily single, i have a job(a real steady pay one), i'm set to graduate, and i will be going to massage therapy school.

i think its funny how life can be so shitty and make you want to give up, but then out of nowhere it gives you everything you wanted. Most people hate that, but i think it helps to appreciate and treasure those good times :)


i found my old heaven or hell manga and plan to put up all of those installments in time. i just need to do touch ups and ink all the panels. but other than that its still alive my fans, its alive lol

as am i finally, and i owe it all to the people who were there for me, emotionally and literally right next to me. thank you guys, i love you all very much and please give me ur numbers so i can call you and get back in touch. love you guys lots :)

life is extremely good right now :)

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yay!

Sat Feb 7, 2009, 6:33 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: the light/ miss monday
  • Reading: othello
  • Watching: 200 pound beauty
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: chili
  • Drinking: milk
so last time i left you guys i was in the shithole.


i was basically stuck in limbo and it really sucked but now im out of it



i stopped caring about boyfriends-i'm a senior i just need myself

i got a job-i design the graphics for t-shirts now for a company

people have become tolerable- i stopped bitching about them so much

and just in general things have gone much better for me


i also improved in my realism techniques which i've been bitching about since i was like 12 (thats five years)





i'm also happy about the fact we now have a black president who isn't afraid to chew out wall street's greedy ass







my mom is now forty and my sister is 20 (happy bday loves)

i had a rough spot with my best friend for a moment but we made it through somehow (he broke first lol)

one piece of bad news, i now have a step mother whm i can tolerate for the most part until she goes and makes me seem paranoid over things that i'm actually not.



but despite that i'm just overall content right now and hopefully you'll be seeing more drawings but they all will have copyright symbols on them because i can't have people stealing the designs that would suck majorly



well thanks for listening

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update on me

Wed Jan 7, 2009, 7:50 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: limbo no more/alanis morissette
  • Reading: i know why the caged bird sings/maya angelou
  • Watching: blah?
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: crap
  • Drinking: hot chocolate
hey there

its been a while since i put any real updates with me because well...there seems to be nothing going on in my life.


i'm pretty much stuck in limbo right now and i'm not making things better.

people seem to have some things going for them and i just kinda sit here like wtf.

i have no boyfriend
i have no car
i have no job
i have no money
i have no food
i realized i hate more than half the people i know at school which is a fun thing (sarcasm)
i only like 3 or 4 ppl at school, everyone else i hate or i'm indifferent towards which may as well be the same thing as hating cuz its just a bit awkward when talking to them by myself

i mean i thought that getting my music back would help me out a bit, but it just filled the silence that was hanging in the air

but no


i'm working on a comic with my friend aldo which is pretty fun cuz he has some good ideas. but something has been bothering me lately about him


he says nothing is bothering him but i can't help but feel like something is. whatever, maybe i just need to give him some space

i'm really angry at this one guy i'm interested in right now named phillip. he's cool and sweet. he likes another girl which i'm fine with except for the fact that he uses me as a go between for her. not exactly fun. he needs to grow a pair of nuts and ask her these things he's asking me himself cuz i'm not someone's messenger girl


i'm just not happy with how i've been feeling lately, it kinda sucks. i hope i can get out this slump soon before i drive more people away







i hate this......whatever


see you guys later

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